The fact that all the good deeds ive done for you are only meant to be taken advantage of. Although ive did it with good intention, all i got back was that im being accused of trying to show off what ive done and had to you. It hurts me badly when someone i thought i could rely on back stabbed me right in my face(is that even called backstabbing?). I really don't understand what you want from me. All these while what ive done are for the sake of making you proud and happy, not for myself but YOU. I know im not perfect. but most importantly, where's the mutual understanding and communication among us? I admit i don't need you to provide every single needs of mine. All i want and im really hoping is that you could just listen and understand me. Please don't say im being egoistic. Look at yourself in the mirror! But whatever it is, im sorry for what ive said to you.