the idea of having that someone special kept growing inside me.

but i don't wish to commit myself to anyone just yet.

but at the same time, i don't wish to lose that opportunity to hold onto her tightly.

like i've said, she's one of a kind.

i tried not to laugh but HAHAHAHA!

okay, that's sooo mean of me.

i don't know how true this is but if it's for real, what's the motive of them doing this?

anyone out there who's sooo kind enough to buy this awesomely watch for me?

To be exact, i have 5 more weeks to my common test. Sadly, ive yet to start on my revision. Ive always complain that i don't wish to fail any of my module but look at myself, i only have myself to blame. As for now, ive failed 2 c-math class test but managed to pull through for my mechanics class test. Lucky for me, amira managed to find for me a one to one tutor for my c-math. But ive yet to call her. Im trying to find a suitable day which im free as my schedule is always busy with school ending late, cca and work.

my favourite wrestler after The Rock

hope you enjoyed the surprised we made for your 20th birthday!

ps: ive always thought chicken is spelt 'chichken'! cow jangan nak ketawe kan aku eh!

The fact that all the good deeds ive done for you are only meant to be taken advantage of. Although ive did it with good intention, all i got back was that im being accused of trying to show off what ive done and had to you. It hurts me badly when someone i thought i could rely on back stabbed me right in my face(is that even called backstabbing?). I really don't understand what you want from me. All these while what ive done are for the sake of making you proud and happy, not for myself but YOU. I know im not perfect. but most importantly, where's the mutual understanding and communication among us? I admit i don't need you to provide every single needs of mine. All i want and im really hoping is that you could just listen and understand me. Please don't say im being egoistic. Look at yourself in the mirror! But whatever it is, im sorry for what ive said to you.

i miss my ite life and of course, my friends!

ive spent $280 for 5 difference items on my online shopping this month!

told ya ive got addicted to it.

i don't even know if i can ever stop.

okay, this is soooo not me. but i think im gonna fall into the trap of blog shopping! thanks to one of my poly mate, he introduced to me a website that offers a wide range of t-shirts and hoodies. the only trouble i have to encounter is that i have to wait a bit longer for the stuff i bought to arrive due to shipping.

happy 38th birthday to my one and only jabroni, dwayne 'the rock' johnson!

i swear IP MAN 2 was the best action movie ive watched in my 20 years of life. im sooo gonna buy the dvd once it's available so i can watch it whenever im free. watched the movie with my gays excluding achid cause he had something on. but i won't mind watching it again if anyone would ask me out for that movie.

had my first ever presentation in my poly life today. for those who knows me well, i have stage fright. so how was my first experience doing my presentation in front of almost 100 people in the lecture room? i managed to overcome my stage fright apart from some startle and i was told by my lecturer that my formal attire was more to some 'cocktail' occasion. she said that i should get a darker colour pants and plain formal shirt. okay, whatever. nonetheless, presentation=cockster! never will i want to talk to crowds in my life ever. it's sooo not my thing.

oh yes! i did mentioned about myself not having any cca in my previous post. but ive decided to join one. guess what ive choose? not soccer, not track n field and not some outdoor adventure camp thingy. it's KICKBOXING! future wwe superstar wannabe. haha!