ill make sure i look as hot as him when im bald, serving the nation.

good luck to my brother, taufiq, who's serving his ns today.

19 weeks?

tulah, sape suruh jadi gemok?

whatever it is, i really hope you'll change for a better next time i see you.

for now, i'll have the freedom to play his psp and use his room all i want! XD

nah, thinking back why should i?

do we know each other at the first place?

pardon me for being too egoistic.

in other words, amira owns me a 'ttm' which she promise to find one for me so that next time she and raihan wants to go cycling, he can ask me along apart from achid and farah. -_-"

just to let you guys know which course and poly i've choose,

here's my 5 choices:

1-aerospace and aeronautical technology engineering(NYP)

2-mechatronics engineering(NYP)

3-mechatronics engineering(TP)

4-mechatronics engineering(SP)
5-mechatronics engineering(NP)

so yea, here you go syirin and to those who asked me about this.

result will be out on the 1 of april, 2pm.
wish me luck guys. muack!

we'll never be the same,

if we ever meet again.

Trust

where's the trust?

im soo angry yet sad when i was told you no longer have that in you towards me anymore. things change drastically between us ever since you're with her.

to make things worst, i've no idea what i've did that make you HATE me so much when im the one who's supposed to HATE you instead.

before all these shit happened, i've always consider you my bestfriend among the three.

fyi, i decided to give you $300 for your birthday last year so you could do paintwork for your bike only to cancel it cause someone said it's not worth it.

i've told you many times i have nothing against you to be with my ex, yet happy for you cause i really wanna see you settle down with someone as i know she's right for you.

i've tried to talk to you personally about this stupid shit that's happening between us but you refused, saying there's nothing, when you actually saying all your dislike about me behind my back.

i've been patience all this while.

for now, i really hope one day you would come up to me and solve this matter like a man.

say all your dislike about me straight to my face, i can take it.

but behind me, although you're once i consider my own brother, i can't take it.

i miss the feeling whereby im someone special for that someone.

it's either she's taken, she's too pretty for me or make it worst, she's not straight.

i want my 'bella luna'.

where are you, mrs valentines?

a well day spent with my mum's family side at east coast park and with my 3 handsome gays yesterday was enough for my well deserved break.

today's the day im supposed to enroll my application to poly and i've yet to decide if i should further my studies first or serve the ns.

if i were to further my studies first, i would be 23 by the time i serve the ns and that is not funny considering im no longer fit like i used to back in the days. also with the fact that most of my closed friends(nnn/sexayes) would enter their university or career life by then.

while if i were to serve the ns first, ill probably start my poly life at the age of 22 with the fact that i don't have to worry about ns anymore. considering with my current gpa is just 2.6, my chances to poly isn't that high too. cursed me for not maintaining my gpa of 4 when i knew i had the chance to skip the first year and enter straight to second year when i got into poly.

now let me just share with you 2 possible plans that i had in mind after graduating from ite.

1 -i thought of signing on for police for 5 years with the prospect that i will earn $1000++ each month.

-with that sum of money, i can save up and use it to pay for the fee when i get into poly so i won't have to trouble my parents.

-also the fact that becoming a policemen is one of my ideal career job apart from an engineer(i like the idea of looking smart with the uniforms and catching mat reps and ah beng).

2 -i thought of furthering my studies in either these two course in nyp, mechatronic engineering or aeronautical and aerospace technology engineering.

-why nyp? -i have 1 straight bus from home.

-i have 1 straight bus from school to my workplace(mad jack jln kayu)

-no need to pay for the car park fee when i drive to school unlike RP.

-also, i have a wider base or choices in engineering career prospect and with a good pay after graduating with a diploma in engineering.

-and of course, serve the ns after poly. -_-"

so now tell me if you were in my shoes, which plan will you choose?

"nak, nak, nak"

you're sooooo damn cute that i really 'nak' pinch your cheek.

but no worries, im not that bad like your aunty syirin who always pester me to.