ive learned a valuable lesson today.

money is not everything in this life.

yes, we need money to survived but there's an extend where by i can't possibly chasing after it only, when i also have other responsibilities too.

i should be grateful with what i have right now.

no matter how hard i work for it, if im destined(by god) to get that certain amount only yet i work my ass off, at the end of the day i'll suffer from it.

lack of sleep, not spending much time with family and friends, late for school, not performing my prayers and etc.

i should just leave everything to god.

of course i'll have to work hard and hope everything is going smoothly as what ive planned.

you know what's important to me?

balancing my responsibilities for my future both on earth and life after it.